StOry Of My LiFE-------:::(one page of my 7 page long poem)
It starts when i write my own phrase, remembering those old days;
I was so happy feeling that craze,when the story turns out to blaze;
Moving myself hitting the storm anyways,entertaining the game that destiny plays;
Life is so hard and it makes me ablaze;nothing to wonder nothing to amaze;
fine sights those nights and that deep haze,constantly m wondering with that gaze;
Shocked with everything that glaze,beleive me my intention is not for any appraise;
I know what it costs and what i pays,there is nothing much to put me in daze;
Following the rules and those i always obeys,knocking the heavens door 'eyebrow raised';
M still alive to see those sun rays,dying to be with the fact o situation display;
I never walked nor i ever dismays, only my few words say and conveys;
I lived my life on shattering pieces of tough phase,fed up and don want any more replays;
She walked in my life and walked out as i never chase,thinking of ever since on my delays;
I say i laugh.......ever since trapped in a gaffes
With Regards
YADU MATHUR
Training and Placements Coordinator
8th semester B.Tech
Computer Engineering
INSTUTUTE OF TECHNOLOGY
NIRMA UNIVERSITY
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A LasT KiSS.....!!!
"simple way to xpress my love.........unbounded insatiable and immortal!!
The first day when i saw you,excited so much with that bliss;
deeply loving you so in that sense of waiting for my first kiss;
days passed away,nights took along thinking about you as my cris;
you are very innocent same as i please hear to what i say miss;
i want you i need but not in the way that you see i never insists;
all my feelings,love n emotions take me to that place where i cnt resist;
feeling so faithless somewhere on my destiny will ever my lost love persists;
i don want to loose you for anything and don want myself to remiss...!!
its my time your life my destiny your side hopes never dies but still amiss;
touch me feel me hug me everything before i leave with that Last KiSS....!!!
-----feel it---------------------------------------------
With Regards
YADU MATHUR
Training and Placements Coordinator
8th semester
B.Tech Computer Engineering
INSTUTUTE OF TECHNOLOGY
NIRMA UNIVERSITY
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My NuMbErs My NuMerOloGY....!~!!!
I often play with these numbers as they are paining in my head like a tumor;
kinds of enormous facts buried beneath putting a ship not touching its harbour;
All lack of arguments statements phrases and words shows my psychology;
anti related submissions correlations and a typical state of my biology;
m not a convict to do to harm to theft or to a self addressed criminology;
stuff that comes out is not the result of my incomplete trust over any theology;
putting hard over the limits to show my existence on any kind of ontology;
having so much pain buried inside typical state of mind and a hopeless mythology;
still kicking harder all things besides never deny on the fact of my terminology;
I can see myself smiling,giggling in mirror as induced with effect of toxicology
Can play with these numbers and predict the things before they happen is etiology;
all truth all facts in front of me i used to do to see is my numerology....!!!
With Regards
YADU MATHUR
Training and Placements Coordinator
8th semester
B.Tech Computer Engineering
INSTUTUTE OF TECHNOLOGY
NIRMA UNIVERSITY
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M alone in d dark........
never seen my self lyk before,i am alone in the dark...
hoping for something to happen , waiting for a single spark.....
sitting somewhere on steps, thnking of the things not in hand...
this is all over and m numb, in the deep thoughts of time spend....
red burns on my hand ,bleeding cuts over the wrist....
make me think the path on my truth never take a twist...
i smile , i cry , i laugh , i deny in d end i try to pretend...
lyk m a wanderer with a stick on a path of exploring the last end....
my virtues , my views, my thoughts, my ethics and my values .....
keep me telling the whole scene is crap , if i don believe in it ll pay d dues.
nevertheless i put myself on track , walking alone in the dark....
don no will get it or not still walking ,i just want a single spark.....
my Life...enclosed in my diary
Yadu Mathur
A Engineer by Work...a Singer by Love...a Writer by Passion...
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THAT CRAWLING NIGHT(my walk on midnight in a scray night)
"" i walked a night alone in a street it was so dark nd no one was there"
"" i wrote few lines over that xperience in my diary like to share it wid u"
That night was so dark , pushing and slowing my drift;
with everything falling leaves and graveyard shift;
that night with thunder, was creating so much blunder;
no spot no sight even i was not having any candler;
I was walkin with my new shoes;
and had taken a small amount of booze;
still bluntly laughing on everything that goes;
nd was thinking is really my hairs are like afros;
barking of Dogs making me feel m surrounded by ghosts;
as there was no light in any of the lamp posts;
thinked what will happen if some one appear;
sinked in sweat over and drowned in fear;
I made myself strong and walked the whole street alone;
had my full belief on that locket of untouched birth stone;
reached my place and thinked a lot,there is no one to beckoned;
we are the only one to keep them alive in our mind as legends.
my Life...enclosed in my diary
Yadu Mathur
A Engineer by Work...a Singer by Love...a Writer by Passion...
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Is B9 becuming Haunted House...!!
Scary isnt it...!!!
B9 ...of coz where me and my frnds lived for more then two years ...!!!
one of the famous place, as considering in between students those who lived or still living in ahmedabad....!!
who doesnt knw abt B9....!!
from the last one month every member is xperiencing the different signs of evil spirit...!!
out of 7 signs 5 signs can be eaily noted down...and are seen in B9 by different members...!!
--saw shadows
--hear footsteps of someone while there was no one walking
--saw dreams in sub conscious mind which were really scary and nt even xplainable
--things lost from where we always kept thm and found somewhere where cnt even think of
--heard knockings of doors and windows...when there is no one
------this tym B9 is giving surprise to all of us again...!!!
i think its going to rock...!!
jai hind
b9 member
my Life...enclosed in my diary
Yadu Mathur
A Engineer by Work...a Singer by Love...a Writer by Passion...
